Theology. I'm mostly in this business because of the books. And I love them all: The great solid tomes, thicker than American steak; the slim pamphlets, as fine as the wings of a butterfly, and just as enchanting. I spend my days surrounded by books. Teaching theology, for me, feels a bit like being a kid left in charge of the candy store. We all know that I'm going to give up my responsibilities keeping the store at some point to gorge on the candy, and I can't guarantee any dignity to the whole affair when I do.
I'll admit that I don't bring much refinement to the act of reading. I'm always a tumble of pages, elbows, slouches, and scribbles. More than a few of my books bear the scars of war with a tea cup. Reading, for me, is enjoyable only when it is reckless and undisciplined.
All of that is what makes historical theology so fun for me.
Historical theology, you see, is all about reading. Or, rather, readings, of which there are good and bad, disciplined and undisciplined. I first picked this up as an undergrad, when I took a course with Ross Brummett called -- in the lack of academic poetry -- "Readings in Christian Theology". Good readings, I learnt from Ross to expect, will respect the autonomy of the text and its foreign world. Bad readings, on the other hand, will presume a greater continuity between our world and the ancient world than the evidence can possibly allow.
This last error -- I also learnt over the years of teaching this stuff -- is quite prevalent. We sometimes permit ourselves to fancy that our ideas finish a trajectory established in the early church -- as though Origen invented the trumpet, but it took modern scholarship to discover jazz -- or that the early Christians more or less said the same thing as us. Such readings would be fine were it not for the fact that the early Christians were clever and impetuous enough to have their own ideas. I know -- after years of reading them -- they hardly ever say what I want them to say. In fact, early Christians, by way of contrast to modern Christian writers, were quite brilliant.
It's learning about these foreign ideas -- living in their strange land of the past -- that is so particularly difficult. We are constantly at risk of rendering a heartlessly clinical account of Christian antiquity -- one that is perfectly historical but not very theological. Frances Young sees the problem: "We have to do more than reconstruct a story of the past. A history of doctrine is not enough. But a systematic theology based on patristic proof-texts is not enough either". Fortunately, I came to read the patristics for themselves under the wise tutelage of Susan Keefe and David Steinmetz at Duke Divinity. So I know what Young means, and I'm constantly striving for it.
It seems to me that the problem of historical theology is not so much that we struggle to bring the correct conceptual tools to the text, but that we -- and by that I mean we "professional theologians" -- are perhaps the wrong kind of people to be reading ancient Christian texts. According to Morwenna Ludlow, Gregory of Nyssa expected to be read by "prayerful Christians, not by textual scholars". Teaching historical theology might just be as much about asking if we are rash enough to pray as it is asking whether we are disciplined enough to read. No amount of historical reconstruction can hope to match the great bridge of prayer that reaches across the centuries. In prayer, we are contemporaries. So what I also learnt from Susan Keefe is true: Good historical theologians pray alongside all that reading. Susan was regularly known to pray as we students wrote exams. And her disciplined life reflected so much of what the Fathers and Mothers actually said and prayed, that I learned from her the joyful recklessness with which to approach these texts.
The disciplined reading of historical theology blossoms when married with a reckless spirituality. Which is why I am also thrilled to teach historical theology. I can think of nothing less respectable than mixing spirituality and scholarship. Perhaps historical theology, rightly undertaken, will not meddle with the past, but will be quite open to the possibility of the past meddling with us.